sometimes
we need time to break for a while
but some other time, we feel the world breaks us down

friend no longer as it seems, act like a clown wear a mask
that at last we see how its real without his thick mask
workplace that too boring to explain
too many words too many judgments too many expectations
boyfriend .. have no idea how to fix this feeling
home home home... no home sweet home

what you want what you want what you want

one of my friend said "just let it go, even it hurts you"
he said the "hurt" is indeed the point of "let go"
but it is hard really ... it is not easy ...

*cry out loud*

how to deal with this
how to deal how to deal

white sand, wave, wind, tree, sun, camera, and -thanks God I still have bunches of- best friends...

no matter how hard this situation
i know i believe Gos loves me for these
and therefore i should let it go

fielife