sometimes
we need time to break for a while
but some other time, we feel the world breaks us down
friend no longer as it seems, act like a clown wear a mask
that at last we see how its real without his thick mask
workplace that too boring to explain
too many words too many judgments too many expectations
boyfriend .. have no idea how to fix this feeling
home home home... no home sweet home
what you want what you want what you want
one of my friend said "just let it go, even it hurts you"
he said the "hurt" is indeed the point of "let go"
but it is hard really ... it is not easy ...
*cry out loud*
how to deal with this
how to d